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Aug. 12th, 2011


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I love it when you hold my hand. It's something so simple. I'm not exactly used to couple things like that because of the previous people I've been with. I know now what I've been missing out on. I love feeling secure. Like when I'm nervous and you're always there, squeezing my hand randomly. It's so reassuring... I love the feeling of hopefully, being loved back as much as I love him.

Jun. 30th, 2011



So... this guy. He is way way way way too cool for me. But... I have somehow tricked him into dating me. Or he's tricked me. I have no idea. I'm so happy, it's been a really long time since I've felt this way. Pls don't go away :(

May. 11th, 2011


Sweet tomatoes



Apr. 26th, 2011



WAY TO GET USED REGINA. Seriously. Way 2 go. GG!

Who breaks up with somebody over the phone... on easter? C'mon :(

I have so many things to say about this... but it's not like it'll help my situation out at all.

I really need to stop dating guys who use the hell out of me and chuck me away when they are finished. Not feeling too awesome.

Mar. 31st, 2011


That feeling

Got that feeling again about this one. Please please please don't disappoint me. BAH people stop cheating on me/ seeing other girls. WHO DOES THAT. JUST END THE RELATIONSHIP INSTEAD OF STRINGING IT ALONG.

/end rant

Dec. 11th, 2010


Writer's Block: It Was Only A Dream

Have you ever had a dream so certain it happened? What was it?

I was located somewhere in an outside mall area, with a lot of unattended vehicles with their keys still inside the ignition. I was a part of a group of zombies who, every wave of people who came through, would infect them and continue going, trying our best not to get killed (even though we were dead already?) I know this seems pretty out there and how could i think that this isn't real, but i made really good friends with my group of zombies and we were all trying to get out of this mall area and back home, and trying to find some kind of cure to make us human again. one of the guy zombies got into this nice black van/ armor thing and we all squeezed inside of it, trying not to run any humans over. there were so many of them! when we left the gates of the mall, we had maybe 20 cars following us with constant gun firing and bullets spewing everywhere. the guy zombie driver couldn't control the car for much longer because of the humans packing heat behind us, so the car just flipped over with us inside of it and caught on fire. i crawled out in time, everyone else didn't. i was becoming surrounded by a bunch of human folk who were about to kill me, even when i kept trying to tell them that i wouldn't eat them! that's when i woke up haha and i was so certain all of that had happened : /

Wow, hi LJ... It's been awhile haha

I'm in a new relationship again, kinda soon but at the same time it isn't. I'm 19 lol I have no idea what I was doing with that guy for three years and getting engaged to him? Things are pretty sweet from here on out. Where the hell can I find a giant sized gummy bear in time for Christmas besides the Internet? Goodness. I feel like a loser, still haven't picked out classes for spring semester, didn't attend college this fall because of the whole engagement BS. I should have never put off school like that. I've only got two semesters of college under my belt since vie graduated high school in 09, I feel like everyone I know is so far ahead of me. I need to stop playing black ops/ Nazi zombies and focus on the real stuff like work and school. Work is killing me though, third Christmas here at best buy and its terrible. Didn't think I'd hate retail like this. Hopefully I can find another job soon. Being 19 has been sucking alot lately, but we'll get through this my muggles!

Nov. 4th, 2010


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So I'm here, back in Conroe. It's kinda surreal, I wake up alot and feel like I'm not supposed to be here, I should be back in fort worth with matt and everything goes back to normal. But maybe this is normal.

I'm new to being single, I don't really like it one bit but then again who does. There are about three different guys who I know of that like me, but only one of them so far has made it clear that he likes me, but as it happens with my luck, I have nothing for him. It's probably too soon to be thinking about that stuff in the first place.

Work sorta feels like I never left, I just don't like it that I'm not working in the specific area that I'm currently supposed to get paid for, instead they schedule another girl to work customer service while I'm cashier, should be the other way round. Things don't seem to be going my way yet

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Dec. 2nd, 2009


The Only Exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Nov. 20th, 2009


growing list of songs i've just heard and liked - thanks pandora!

On The Sly - Metric
Overdue - Bitter:Sweet
Strange Things Will Happen - The Radio Dept.
Nothing Better - The Postal Service
Hardwire - Metric
Lights Out - Santigold
Take 2 Blue (Roy Dubb Remix) - Bitter:Sweet
Against All Odds - The Postal Service
Gatekeeper - Feist
Train - Goldfrapp

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